Sometimes I wish I could change the past. There are things that I wish back that would never have happened. It's almost like I want to turn back time.
One thing that goes long with my desire to change the past is that I have to trust in God's sovereignty for the past. It is important for my future growth as a Christian, to remind myself that God was sovereign over my past and will be sovereign over my future. He was sovereign over my two car wrecks in high school and the frustrations they caused. God is still working in my life though I have this disability that affects my ability to drive by myself. I have to daily remind myself that God is worthy of our trust and time.
Lastly, I have to remind myself that God will provide for the future. Sometimes Satan pulls me down with thoughts that I am not good enough and I am worthless. I am bombarded of my insecurities of myself. Every time I fall into temptation, God reminds me of who he is in my life. Trusting in his provisions has been the only thing that keeps me going at times.
